Mind garden.

Hi, what's up everybody?

My name is Peter Lara. I'm 23 years old, live at home with my parents. I spend all day writing music for stereotypical people who will never hear or appreciate it. I've never worked an 'actual job'. I've only ever had sex with 5 women, because I don't have self-confidence and I also find sex to be much more rewarding when its with someone you care for. I have an average sized dick. I feel unsafe, much like every one of you. But I've grown up a lot in the past few years and I just don't care anymore. I love music, I love creativity. I will never be a millionaire. I'll be broke my whole life but I will stay true to myself and only do the things I love. I'm a super emotion guy and I get attached quite easily. I've felt uncomfortable in my own skin for too long.

You're probably wondering why I'm saying all these things and to be completely honest I don't really know why. I believe the root of all happiness and love starts with HONESTY. Until you're fully comfortable with yourself you will never be comfortable with someone else. And you have to be honest with both yourself, and said surroundings. Whatever.

I see so many people commenting on media platforms and real life about other peoples faults, and other useless jargon, trying to cram their opinions down your mouth, making you feel bad if you believe in something. DON'T. It's who you are and who you are is the most special and important thing in the world. Don't change for ANYONE. But be respectful of others. Your friends are the people who accept you for who you are and how you react. And if you don't have friends, its most likely because you're trying too hard to be someone else. So be honest with them and yourself. Tell them you love them.

If you're having a problem with your significant other, Tell them. work it out. Be honest, thats what a TRUE relationship is. Open. If you're having trouble with your life - not sure whether you're working for the right company or going to school for the right subject or reasons - tell yourself. Do things that you love and fuck the rest. Seriously FUCK the rest. Make a change if necessary. But not a change on yourself or personality, a change on your life to strategically place you down the right road.

I'm probably the weirdest dude I'LL ever meet, but I'm lucky enough to have friends that know, respect, accept and love me back. Be yourself.

If you're reading this and you're a real friend, I genuinely love and appreciate everything you've done for my life, or I've embraced the feeling of warmth from your heart to mine.

I've wanted to make a status like this for a long time but never had the courage to. Until I saw one friend post it. I found it super courageous of him to make a post completely exposing himself, disregarding what people thought of him. So I thought, "Why don't I do that?" And for that I say Thank You. Keep up the amazing work in whatever field you choose.

Have a great Thursday everyone!