Polaris.

I know I've made mistakes. I've always been afraid.

A thousand nights or more I travel east and north. Can you tell me: You say that love goes anywhere. In your darkest time, it's just enough to know it's there when you go, I'll let you be but you're killing everything in me.

I'm done, there's nothing left to show. I try but can't let it go. Are you happy where you're standing still? Do you really want the sugar pill? I'll wake up tomorrow and I'll start, tonight it feels so hard. As I'm sure your kiss remains employed, am I only dreaming? Do you feel bad, like I feel bad? Kiss me with your cherry lipstick.

I felt for sure last night that once we said goodbye. No one else will know these lonely dreams. No one else will know that part of me, I'm still driving away. And I'm sorry every day. I won't always love these selfish things, I won't always live...

I'll sit alone forever If you wait for the right time. What are you hoping for? I'm here I'm now I'm ready, holding on tight, don't give away the end. The one thing that stays mine.

Amazing still it seems. I'll be 23, I won't always love what I'll never have, I won't always live in my regrets.

I feel that when I'm old I'll look at you and know the world was beautiful.